LOST FAITH IN LOVE...(part- I)..!!!

O my love.....i came here for you...

its been three years...still you think um looking for something new....

i loved you since the very first day.....

and never asked you to love back or repay....

you said come here and i will think....

for your love i drank this unknown drink...

i fought with the world...to come where you are....

so that i could meet you....and break your minds confused bar....

when i came...i was all alone in the city.....

and i wiped my own tears through all the adversity...

you said wait for my answer till i decide....

and in the alien city i weeped and i cried....

you took your own time...to say that i love you....

rays of sunshine fell.....on my tears like dew....

happiness followed me....on every step of mine..

my heart was full of feelings...so pure and divine....

two years went by...and i never made a friend.....

because you were my life...and you were my end.....

you said i am dependent...and you cant take that burden....

but the truth was i am scared....but kept all my feelings hidden....

make good friends is what you asked....

memories were bad...but i agreed to forget the past....

just for you my love..i tried till the end...

but the result was so bad...and i couldn't make a friend....

what will you do....if i go away....

is what you said...while walking through the hallway....

i never ever thought...about getting apart....

even a thought like that...struck a pain in my heart....

you took a promise from me....and started the whole show....

that i will make at least one friend....before the day you go....

now i thought that....you were so right....

and searched for a friend....with a hopeful light.....

day came when i met....a person i can befriend.....

he was the one....who got lost in the past but found before the end....

i was happy  that i kept...my promise of making a friend....

i never saw the trouble...coming on the other hand...

you started feeling insecure...and doubted my love....

but he was just a close friend....from my high schools clove....

we talked and we pampered...but it was all in pure sense....

how can you think...that it was cheesy and immense....

how do i prove...my love for you.....

should i die or just tell me...what should i do....

i cant bear the pain of getting separated.....

and he is just a friend and our feelings are not adulterated....

you said you cant trust me...and want me to go away....

break up numbed my feelings....and now death is what i PRAY.....

 WRITTEN BY: Karishma Ankleshwaria